I'm so in love with Dead Letter Circus right now. Haven't heard of them? Google that shit!
So I'm feeling good today. Probably because Loserface called me and said he wants me to come visit him this weekend. I was thinking about going down there, but more to see other friends because I didn't think he'd want to hang out with me. Him telling me that gave me a happy. Although I'm pretty sure he just wants sex, but I'll take what I can get.
It's weird, I've been having such a crappy few days, full of binges and family drama and just unhappiness, but hearing from him, having him call me instead of me call him, it's just lifted me right up. I feel like I can do anything right now. That and I am SO motivated to keep losing right now. I'm about to go for a walk after already going for a run today. I just want to get moving, and get rid of this fattiness. I'm on day 2 of the 3 day diet, so I'm doing this and then liquid fasting for 2 days, before I go to the coast on Friday. Hopefully I'll be lookin' fiiiine and he'll NOTICE. He rarely notices anything anyway, but a girl can dream.
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Love your honesty.
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Well thanks. I wish I could be more honest sometimes, with my family and friends, because I hate lying. It really eats away at me. But they can't know. Lying is easier than hurting them.
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