Spectactularly awesome title here.

I really just couldn't be arsed updating this for the last few days. I'd log on, come to the new post page, and not be able to write anything. I feel like I can now, though.

First of all, an update on my little 'episode' last week that I spoke about in my last entry. I figured it out! It wasn't just depression, it was also PMS. I get incredibly emotional during that time, and doubled with my already depressive state my mind was sent into overdrive and kept thinking "hey! I know how to end it all...." So there. I don't think I'm back to major unhappiness, but I am going to have to watch myself every month. I would have thought about it, but Red came four days early so I didn't have a clue.

Another update, this time on that loser best friend of mine. He's talking to me now. I think it's because he doesn't seem to have many friends left back home, especially since I left. He's got a couple of great friends, but they live a couple of hours away so it's hard for him to see them, so I think he's feeling as lonely as I am. Well, maybe not that much. Still, we're talking. He still doesn't want to here about my drama drama, which I can now understand because he's got so much to deal with. He is even coming to see me in 2 weeks! It's my brother-in-law's birthday and they're pretty good friends so he's coming up for that. Not really to see me, but I'll take what I can get. It'll be awesome to see him! Apart from the fact that I'm still a fatty fatty boom-bah. I think I'm gaining some control back with my eating though, so hopefully I'll start losing again. These late-night binges are doing nothing but making me fatter. Well, not really considering I haven't gained anything, but I haven't lost either.

Nyeh. I feel good today. I don't know why. I just feel better than usual. It's nice. Maybe it's because yesterday was payday and now I get to go shopping! That always gives me a happy :)