Blahhhhh

I feel.....strange. I don't know how to describe it. Just strange.

I went to the coast on the weekend and had so much fun. I had no idea how much I had missed all my friends until I saw them. I haven't felt that happy in such a long time. We drank, we danced, we laughed, we had fun. It was exactly what I needed.

The first night down there, of course I went over to 'his' place. He picked me up and we drove out there. As soon as I got out of the car I ran over to give my dog a cuddle. She was so excited to see me! She would stop jumping and wiggling and squirming and trying to push me over. I tried to give her a big cuddle but she was covered in dust and I didn't want to ruin my pants.

Anyway, I turned around and he was standing behind me smiling and said 'where's my cuddle?' So adorable. I hugged him and my knees buckled. It just felt so good to touch him, to hold him. I'm pretty sure I was partially holding him up, too.

So nyeh. I had a wonderful weekend, and it was so sad to see it end, but it had to. I almost stayed down there for a few more days, and I know I could have, but I really need to sort out my life up here and staying down there will not help one bit. So I came back. Now I hate the world again.